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Unfulfilled Bailing plans

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  (18/10/25; 2:42 am) I had bailing plans, but they never did make it to my diary. And when I thought they'd finally do, something interrupted sneakily and I completely forgot. It wasn't that I couldn't bring the plans to be, It was more like I wouldn't bring them to be. For when I made those plans, a teeny tiny dot in me knew they might not be but I focused solely on what I hoped would be instead. Maybe it was the anger of the moment, but I sure wasn't one to take decisions because of anger. It was more for the fun of it - The fun of doing something no one expects of me; The fun of rebelling at what a lot of people consider important; The fun in having a sense of punishment for a certain lacked achievement. However, I couldn't bring myself to this fun so another fun came instead. It started with my girls - The fun of having to spend the last school moment with them. Then on God - The fun of being grateful even if all didn't go as planned. Then it went on to...

The Image of the One I carry

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  Take off the worries of those that worry Do them the good they can't do themselves Build up the faith of those who are faithless Extend my hands so much to help the helpless The image of a God is what I should be The works of my Father and even yet greater My worries will come buh I'll roll them over If I take on theirs, He can take them too What then happens when it seems it's my image I'm reflecting the one I'm not He gave me the right to be just like Him Buh how many have the knowledge that I'm just taking on His image? They see me and think oh I'm a genius They see me and say I have it all covered I wish they would just see Him in me And offer the praises instead to Him For while I am yet in His image There be some glory I dare not take For there is one glory of the star and another of the moon Yet each star differs from another in glory I showcase my father, I carry His image Buh don't I know that there is a limit For if I'm called a God in Hi...